Sometimes I feel weak, broken and dead. Like there isn’t nothing in this world to save me from the pain I’m in. I can’t seem to let go of the memories I have from the one person I thought truly loved me. Is there any way I can breakaway from these feelings? Maybe so, but one thing I know is even though I may not cry over you anymore because I think I’ve ran out of tears for you but I will always have these feelings for you that won’t go away and I’ll never forget you, I’ll always love you. I can’t help but think that all my happiness is gone, that I’ll never be happy again. I’m not depressed as far as I know, but I always have sad spells… I can’t seem to brake free from my thoughts. I have a great family, great friends… All I’m missing is find true and unending love. I’ve lost all hope from that. I don’t know, maybe I will but I think about this all the time.